You are the love of my life
My refuge, always by my side
Forever I will sing,and worship You my King
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
i love my God <3
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Every single CCH service just brings tears to my eyes. I was the only one crying like a kid amidst everyone yesterday. The picture that was in my eyes sank to my heart and it became something so rooted in it...
I opened my eyes and I saw Daniel. Daniel from CCH. Although I could only see his side and his back, something inside of him attracted me and drawn me so deeply. It was his hunger and passion for God. It was the brokenness inside of him... it was his genuine simple faith....
It brought tears to my eyes..
And as I look around more, I saw Keith who was sitting next to me. He was so restless throughout the whole time, but once when we stood to our feet, it was as if something inside of him was ignited... he just stayed quiet, focused and attentive the whole time! I was amazed, stunned, and most of all, in awe of what God has done in this little heart...
Children can experience God. Children can know God. Children can understand the principles of God... Do you believe it ?
i love my God <3
Friday, June 12, 2009
Let your mind connect to your heart...
Mind + Heart + Spirit = Power...
i love my God <3
Saturday, May 30, 2009
being in the right place at the right time brings forth much power.
I was on my way home, and God just spoke softly into my heart. And He brought me to an overwhelming amazement all over again.
He showed me how many of the people whom I know personally in church are placed in the right places, and how each of them are glorifying God and how God's power is continually, consistently being exhibited in where these people are...
And as God brings many faces into my mind, and as each face flashes past, My heart was filled with warmth and what can I do... but to thank God for such great Pastors and church....
Ministry moulds people, Church builds people, People change the world... (:
On the side note, I'M COMING BACK TO SERVE !!!!! FINALLY !!! woohoo! Thanks Pastors!
i love my God <3
Saturday, May 2, 2009
God always has a way to your heart. In a way most unexpected or expected. He just has His ways to get to the core of your being, the core of your heart...
Each time I come into His presence, I am real and I am humbled.
Ps Lia prayed today, and it was overwhelming. 3 people has asked me what is my ministry within 2 days. It always brings a bitter sweet feeling, a picture that was faded, and a empty unknown revelation of the future each time I talk about it.
This point in my life, probably the first time when I do not feel God giving out clear cut instructions about the next stage of my life..
As uncertain as I am, I will have to choose, and make a decision.
As fearful and doubtful of going back to where I dropped my weapon... I will choose to pick what I dropped..The exact same place where I committed myself...
Oh God, teach me, and give me the strength to pick up the weapon all over again.... For You've taught me so many battles, and brought me to so many victories in my own life within the last one year.... Oh God, prepare me and bring me back as and when You feel I'm ready....
i love my God <3
Thursday, April 23, 2009
oh man! im so stressed now that nothing can ever go into my mind anymore! thats bad! hahas... exams are really coming, and im dreading it! Nobody loves exams isn't it! Cant wait to get it over and done with. And done with, well.
besides exams, there are still many random thoughts here and there. I'm just thinking that, sometimes people really do not need you to inspire them with stories. You know what is the real kind of inspiration that will really really inspire people for life ?
Its the way you lead your life!
You dont need to offer a story, a preaching, or even anything cool to get them inspired! Just focus on building yourself, and people will be inspired.
Stories and sermons will be forgotten. But its the way you lead your own life, and the little things that you make the special effort to do that inspires people most. (:
and I realised that you will become who you are inspired by, and what you are inspired by. And I am wondering, what exactly am I inspired by...
Food for thought.
Meanwhile, econs is really making my hair white! Pls pray for me if you happen to chance about this! ;D your prayers will be greatly appreciated. And I will definitely be able to feel it. Love you.
( Oh, but Ps Don says that my husband will pray for me.... haha....)
i love my God <3
Friday, April 17, 2009
My sister in law just gave birth yesterday, and when I saw the baby, I felt so many thoughts in my mind, so many emotions in my heart.
All in all, I teared as I stood in amazement of God. I was so amazed how a little life can be formed. I guess you won't really understand how I feel until one day, you see a 'raw' baby being pushed out of the operation theatres.
Passion and desire overwhelmed my heart as I looked at the baby intently. Passion and desire to teach him the ways of God, hopes that he will become a great man of God.... Out of all the feelings and thoughts, I felt inadequate. Inadequate in teaching him. Thank God that I'm not yet a mother. And thank God for still constantly teaching me.
I love my walk home from the bus stop all the time. That is probably the favourite part of the day. It would always be at night, and I just love the feeling of being alone at times. The short 10-15 mins allow my mind to wander, and think of things of life... Thinking about my day, and what I should learn about life....
Being away from the crowd feels good at times. Love aloneness...
Meanwhile, exams are coming, and Im feeling stressed! Ugh! hoho. Gotta do well.....